End of my free & easy times.....

Ahh..the end of my vacation draws ever so closely, I don't want it to end, it's been heaven!! I've relaxed, shopped, spent time with family-all the good times, even missing my friends and loved one...im moody now, very melancholy-I like that word a lot-sounds so Shakespearean.....I don't want this to end, going back to a foriegn land-somewhere I don't feel a connection-why ???
It's a job-I have to go, when i'm there it won't feel so bad,I guess.
Kathmandu is not exactly a haven for anything-except that you get to be by yourself a lot, more time to focus on what I want to do...I'm hurting inside...but wounds are healing slowly.
Staying focused is not as easy as I thought, but I know I will get to where I want to be.
All good things come to an end and opens doors for new beginings...

The start of a newbee blogger....

Why now??? Blogging never crossed my mind until recently....putting words and thoughts for the world to see...is there no privacy anymore..then why am I on the bandwagon???
Perhaps, reaching out to strangers and pouring my guts out has a certain appeal to it...maybe somewhere in some part of this small world-there is someone or many others who share the same feeling I do.
All us mere mortals going through life's harshness or bounty need to share and believe that we are not different-that there are similarities between people
it is not just about writing down thoughts -it is about showing your vulnerability that yes in fact we ARE souls drifting in the sea of humanity...So here I am-jabbering on about my understanding of blogging-wondering if anyone cares to even read what I have to say!!
Well-sod off to all,who cares!! It gives me comfort and that is all it is....